That pale, ephemeral beauty
I embraced softly
To avoid destroying it.
We seek each other at moon’s refuge.
What we feel is the sorrow of fate.
Warding off the approaching presence,
I touched the lips tinted with agony of being chased.
In the midst of light heading towards the finale
I cannot see tomorrow for it is too bright.
Turning back, you gaze beyond time’s constraints,
Remaining an innocent girl.
I can only lament
At your sorrows, awakening in these arms.
I yearn for your love to the point of madness.
Be by my side at all times, so that we will never be apart.
We continue wandering on the dry road,
Coloured with pouring sin.
I won’t let anyone touch this love.
Even if it leads me to turn against God.
In the mirror, with an inverted smile
You severed the fragile thread
Which spun dreams.
To the prayer destined to drown eternally
Granting no replies, the waters only stir.
At the time,
When I couldn’t save you from breaking down
And put you to sleep
In the midst of light heading towards the finale
Tomorrow cannot be seen for it is too bright.
Turning back, you gaze beyond time’s constraints,
Remaining an innocent girl.
- Location:somewhere among the 150 pgs of priv int law notes
- Mood:avoiding exams
- Music:finale
I am freaking out over two major essays worth 50% and 100% of the total semester respectively, due in a few weeks time, mostly undone and not likely to be done by 5th of June when I have to leave for a certain event.
But I'm still blogging just to bitch about yeah...I suck.
I really don't understand why making money with music is wrong, dirty, unspeakable, illegitimate or (add any word associated with pimping).
I also don't understand why professional musicians should be criticised for marketing and selling their music.
Will somebody be kind and intelligent enough to explain why 'talent' or 'creativity' cannot be merchandised?
In this glorified capitalist, materialistic day and age, what is so wrong with making money with your skills if it is in need?
And why do people automatically assume that the effect of fame and money on artists will result in a miserable Britney situation (to exaggerate a bit)...?
And variety and creativity and embodying the distinct "L'Arc" quality.
I think we are all old enough to understand that all these three flash words (flashy because it makes you sound oh-so-cool) mean different things to different people.
And the words are also interpreted by each artist or musician or a reasonable person with an ordinary mind in their own ways.
And we are all old enough to understand that if you don't agree with someone's interpretation, then we can just WALK AWAY. IT'S NOT A BIG DEAL.
Suppose, L'Arc~en~Ciel considers among themselves that their ideal structural form involves the mundane "Verse verse chorus verse chorus guitar solo bridge chorus (chorus)."
Let us further suppose that they then deem their musical flare or creativity or feathers will be expressed through other means. Is that a failure on their part?
Oh and! L'Arc~en~Ciel is a Japanese band, with a Japanese home, with a Japanese domicile, with a Japanese attitude. It's going to stay that way. The end.
And mummy dear mummy dear, I know you're meant to keep your mouth shut when you can't say nice stuff about people, but but but...
Why are some people so hypocritical? Why do they think they can be oh-so-cool if they put on a mask and say "oh yeah i only care about teh music money what's that?"...? And why don't they have the guts to address the scheisse they created in the first ?
I am so appalled at myself for wasting time like this...
Since when was anything a 'fact'/'truth'?
Since when was anything an universal truth/opinion?
Since when was there a single standard for judging musicality?
I'm probably one of the biggest L'Arc~en~Ciel fangirl in this universe and I don't intend to disclose that fact.
And most people who meet me probably end up thinking whoa that girl's nuts about L'Arc.
But it does not mean I see the world in terms of those who love L'Arc, and those who don't; things that relate to L'Arc and things that don't.
Believe it or not, I do actually have room in my head/heart to acknowledge that many also don't know or don't care or don't like L'Arc. Yeap, wow. I know that must come as a surprise for a lot of people.
I'm not like a Jehovah's witness - frankly, I don't care if you aren't interested in L'Arc.
If you don't like them and intend to stay that way, then good for you. Yeah follow your heart.
If you don't like them but then somehow get converted, good for you too. Follow your heart.
It doesn't matter as long as you're not trying to impose your standards/opinions/feelings/thoughts/ide
I mean, do you know anyone who has given a proper reason for their criticism about L'Arc~en~Ciel's music or performance? I personally am yet to see any...
So please, differentiate between criticising and voicing an opinion. This might shock some people but L'Arc fans have these things called empathy and brains - we actually understand that L'Arc is not universally loved.
Say it out loud - I hate L'Arc. Good for you. But just remember that's different to saying L'Arc produces bad music.
Music/performance can never be objectively/universally appreciated.
And I hate it when kids/kidults/idiots don't realise it and believe the world is to be defined by their opinions.
And yeah, since when was using minority groups of society as a source of humour legalised?
- Mood:
curious - Music:Mozart
There are the crazy midday-midnight debates, the English, French, German and Japanese language mix-ups and hundreds of different interpretations and opinions flying around.
Honestly, I don't care much about European fans, excluding my friends of course, and their attempts to see Laruku on their homesoil (sorry to all the non-French fans out there but you know what I mean).
But I'm freaking out because no one seems to have a clear understanding as to how the concert will take place. I hope I'm just being delusional or just over-analysing, but even Laruku don't seem to understand how things should go.
I do understand that there are European ways. After all, the concert is being played in Europe. But how far can you insist on European ways when the performance is being done by a Japanese band and when it will be attended by many non-Europeans?
The last thing I want is a disaster. I know Laruku can be very understanding and sweet and all that, but I also know they're serious about their work. The last thing I want is for the organising to f-up or the fans to throw a tantrum or for poor ticket sales...or for them to cancel the concert.
Come on all Laruku fans out there, I know you can give the boys their best concert in Paris.
Let's Rock'n'Hipshake!
- Location:din's very clean apartment
- Mood:
stressed
